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Offline Karen W.

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  I have!!

The last two months or so I have no privacy... I feel like an inmate on death row.. when I close my

eyes to sleep I am soon woke by someones hand feeling my face or checking my breathing.. just waiting

like buzzards for the ok to dive in...


or pronounce me Dead!

I am really getting sick of it! Its not like I am not nervous enough! I wish they would just leave me

alone .. and be normal...

 I have no intention of leaving....

They stand over you like  vultures .. *Tears*  and I hate it!

Sorry I am blowing my lid off in here.. but I am losing my mind here....

I am doing everything I have been told.. but I can't seem to keep my blood pressure up anymore.. first

 I couldn't get it down now its too low its been 80/41 with  a 54 pules and lower... I can't get it to

stay at even 100.. its been way lower then 80 too.. and when it gets that low I just can't stay awake I

have been mostly  been asleep for the last few days with very brief wakeful spots.. sleeping with my

phone cause I wake up long enough to read your all posts.. makes me feel better.. and brings some

smiles..

I have tried to post some.. on good days..

I just need needed to blow off some steam and scream... Please plug your ears!





AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!



Thanks...


« Last Edit: 06/06/2008 13:48:42 by Karen W. »


 

Offline TheHerbaholic

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*picks ears* lol

Maybe you should drink more coffee :D
 

Offline Karen W.

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Yeah, You think that 'll do it! YAYYYYYY!
 

Offline Karen W.

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Well.. Have you ever felt like that... Its creepy!
 

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Not at al, but the situation can be corrected if you pray to God
 

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I see.... and also well Know that I have prayed to God repeatedly..... but sometimes the answer we want is not the one we get!
 

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I can't be held responible for God, because I don't believe in him.
Karen.
Hello.
It's good to hear you blow off steam, The phrase only exists because its a good thing to do sometimes.
 

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Well if I could get a good lung full of air.. I would really scream out in my yard...

Thanks BC. Its a good way to vent.... If I scream here I would hurt my family.. I know

they are hovering cause there scared... Me too...but They mean well. Its just that the

hovering is scaring me more.... you know!!

Sorry that I brought it here.. just didn't know what to do with it.. I guess I am just

angry.. thats all. Nothing seems to be getting fixed and I am running out of patience

and feel time also slipping out of my control..Tears.. sorry... I just need to try to

keep moving and stay AWAKE! I have tried all day to not sleep today ... keep moving.

keep moving..Kinda scared to close my eyes anymore for fear I won't wake up....



 

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