« on: Yesterday at 23:44:36 »
Hi.There are a number of medical professionals here, but it is impossible (and would be wrong) to try and make a diagnosis without performing a number of tests which can only be done in a clinic.
I'm not sure what the question was about but the last post is worrying.I don't want to be alive any more
That seems like something you should be discussing with a professional as soon as possible and not just some online forum where none of us (I think) are medical professionals.
This forum is clearly not helping the OP, and may be harming his mental state, we can only reiterate the advice given by ES. Seek professional help and keep escalating the problems until you get a diagnosis.