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Physically I am a little unfit but I can still get about and could work. Money worries are a big upset because money is survival in this world as you know. I am fine with people and mind malfunction you tell me, because If my science is all nonsense then logically I have become a fantasist and can't see realities.Sleeping patterns are a big problem because of the worry about life . This probably is most of my ''illness'' I think.To add- For about a decade science forums , presuming scientists, have told me I am deluded etc, as nobody is knocking on my door for my science, I assume they must be right .
I feel worthless don't I ?
I feel worthless don't I ?I have no purpose so therefore I am lost
I need to find a higher purpose in life to keep my mind ''quiet'' , focused on something that doesn't seem worthless efforts .
I thought I had worth in science, I became deluded by this overwhelming thought of worth. I keep coming back to see if I have worth, thinking people are kidding about my science worth.
Mr C is right I am just an idiot fool who lost their way in life.
This of course does not apply to my worth as a father.
So tell me, how do I find something worthy in life other than my kids?
Quote from: BoxPhysically I am a little unfit but I can still get about and could work. Money worries are a big upset because money is survival in this world as you know. I am fine with people and mind malfunction you tell me, because If my science is all nonsense then logically I have become a fantasist and can't see realities.Sleeping patterns are a big problem because of the worry about life . This probably is most of my ''illness'' I think.To add- For about a decade science forums , presuming scientists, have told me I am deluded etc, as nobody is knocking on my door for my science, I assume they must be right .Nobody tells others that their ideas are right, resistance to change obliges. Trying to solve our problems instead of sleeping is not efficient, our mind doesn't work properly when it's tired. Tell it to shut up and sleep. :0) As for your money problems, either you spend too much money on unnecessary things, or you don't earn enough to cover necessary ones. If you take drugs or alcohol or cigarettes for instance, stop it and you will probably have enough. If your apartment is too expensive, change it. If you miss food, you can have some from charity organizations. If you want more money just because people have more than you, imagine you are in a country where people are dying from starvation. If you want to kill me because I'm not funny, wait ten years and I might ask for it. :0)Quote from: Thebox on 26/06/2018 18:13:03I feel worthless don't I ? Nobody knows why he lives, so everybody should know he is useless. I know I'm useless, but I have the feeling I'm not. It's just a feeling, so if you feel the contrary and you want to change it, change it. Actors can do that in a fraction of a second. I often feel that way when I'm tired, and to change that feeling, I relax, take a deep breath, and tell myself that nothing is important since life is not important. It works every time, then I go to bed and wake up eight hours later fresh and ready to go.
Is there anything worthy other than that?
Re: Helping me learn about Cancer, save me learning Bad SciePost#6 by mikeh ยป Mon May 05, 2014 9:31 amHave you really made over 4000 posts in one month? :shock:
I wanted to get a science breakthrough which would of been huge worth in my mind, not financial, but in a sense I helped the world .
How do I get out of this routine ? I need to overcome the inertia right ?
When I was child it was easy to have fun, there was lots of free fishing about, no internet , so we were always out play. Now most things that are fun cost money . Tragically it looks like a young teen lost their life yesterday having free fun playing in a lake in my area.You know why no life guards on such a big lake ?
So tell me what you define as fun ?
Walking around an urban city bored to death?
He would be that smart he would conclude the world was better off without him...
Moving to Fair Isle might be worth considering, although there are other options that are less extreme. How old are your children though?
Look's lots to do there, I bet properties are not cheap there if there was any available.
The first thing you should do is make sure you're getting the most out of where you are. Get an Ordnance Survey map of your area at a scale of 1:50,000. If you're near an edge, get two, and if you're near a corner, get four. Use them to look for interesting places to explore and then get out there to find out what you've been missing out on. Look for little bits of woodland and anywhere with water (river, canal, pond). You can do a lot by bicycle without needing to spend money on petrol.
Get binoculars for your children - some inexpensive 8x20s are really good, and can be replaced without major trauma if they get damaged. Find other people in the same area with an interest in nature - this is the best thing you can do as they will know a lot more of the magical hidden places that most people never find. Don't pin it all on nature though - broaden it out so that it's mainly about finding new places to play, and put all your inventiveness into that. Climb trees. Make films. Fly kites (identical stunt kites in formation). Throw boomerangs. Make boomerangs. Fly a camera drone if you can afford one. Consider geocaching. Just get out and do things - make a rule that you don't use the Internet unless it's dark outside or raining.
Quote from: Le Repteux on 25/06/2018 20:05:30What is a perception?perceptionpəˈsɛpʃ(ə)n/Submitnoun1.the ability to see, hear, or become aware of something through the senses.You could of googled that.
What is a perception?
Quote from: Thebox on 25/06/2018 20:17:42Quote from: Le Repteux on 25/06/2018 20:05:30What is a perception?perceptionpəˈsɛpʃ(ə)n/Submitnoun1.the ability to see, hear, or become aware of something through the senses.You could of googled that.Become aware of something is the key words, but it not precise enough. What exactly do we become aware of? As a hint, will you become aware of what I say if I always repeat what you already know?
We are not aware of what we have in our memory except if it is recalled. Why and how is it recalled?
I think we get conscious that our memory is recalled only when we need to adapt to a change or when we need to introduce one, otherwise we don't have to get conscious of what we do, because we can simply go on executing things the way we are used to. Since things are constantly changing, we constantly have to compare the past to the present to be able to see the difference between the two situations.
Think I am insane ?