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in closets barnes and sheds, I kid you not!!!! They kept everything..It has been an ongoing project for yearsThere have been times when I simply could not handle it anymore.. getting that way again...
LOretta I still have tons, and the truth is I don't even know where to begin... I have thrown out huge amounts of stuff had many yard sales and gave away tons of stuff, I just cannot handle it all.. I go to a barn and say Ok today is d- day, but then i start moving stuff and checking it, and throw up my hands in frustration.. old memories are hard to throw away so I lock the doors and go away awhile until I can do a bit more.. I feel like I am thowing pieces of my family away.. and it kills me.. Isn't that stupid.. I want to find good homes for it as I can't manage it all and my sisters threw their arms up years ago and their homes are filled with stuff from the past.. LOL such a mess.
This is the house I grew up in since I was 6 years old.. I have three barns full of things each decendant has left me family are extreme pack rats, and geneology buffs.. LOL I think they thought that saving all that stuff that maybe someday their DNA could be used to resurrect them in all their glory... SO in the mean time I am the watch gaurd of their very souls.. LOL But Their souls are starting to take a toll on my soul... LOL Time to clean the closets..
I have had two open heart surgeries...threat of the third..amongst other huge medical bills..for different things.. A very depressing subject that I will not go into..here..Need positive thought and good fun laughter.. I hear that's a cure all right!! POSITIVE POSITIVE POSITIVE!!!! I am here still breathing and Glad of it... BTW Thanks again Hadrian!! OH I am starving and haven't eaten dinner, Kabob talk has made me hungry! I have eaten too much the last couple weeks with too much stress, I am a stress eater... Makes me angry..... LOLI am fixing to take my protein in the form of cashews on a nice big green salad!!!!! YAYYYYYYYY! OOOOH and maybe some manderine orange slices........UMMMMMM!
I've got to find me something like that  
Quote from: Mirage on 31/01/2007 20:24:56I've got to find me something like that  well now you never know what you might find if you look in on us....
Quote from: Hadrian on 31/01/2007 21:09:29Quote from: Mirage on 31/01/2007 20:24:56I've got to find me something like that  well now you never know what you might find if you look in on us....I'm going through the cupboard tonight to see what I can find now 
Quote from: Mirage on 31/01/2007 22:01:28Quote from: Hadrian on 31/01/2007 21:09:29Quote from: Mirage on 31/01/2007 20:24:56I've got to find me something like that  well now you never know what you might find if you look in on us....I'm going through the cupboard tonight to see what I can find now cupboard LOVE.....LOL
Now you know what I found in me closet??? I found out I want to have another little bitty baby... That I can cuddle hug and love one more time round...LOL I bet that's the last thing you thought I would say!! LOL I am 46 years old and me wants to have another baby really bad.. I don't think it's possible anymore after my last surgery.. But I am willing to have a go at it anyways!! LOL How about that All of me wants a baby, I have thought about it and think me is going to go see the doc, and ask if he completely destroyed me or not.. I was really upset at that surgery and I am pretty positive he said I wouldn't be able to have any more babies as they scrapped the walls with some kind of wire whip to remove all the huge polyps..cists.. I wonder if I can't get pregnant or just can't carry.. I think I need to hurry up and see before me can't.. I do worry though that if something happened who would take care of the baby... Well that would be horrible..46 + 20 = 66 Hummm, I don't drink smoke take drugs or do horrible stuff to my body, maybe it would help me sleep.. Although adoption would be good to.. but I want a tiny one to start from the beginning of that whittle first breath... Maybe it's empty nest syndrome and not liking being alone.. I really do want another baby... I have had this want before.. I recognise it well.