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New Theories / Re: Post Orgasmic Illness Syndrome (POIS)
« on: 27/04/2008 16:23:11 »
No. He was connected to a popular meditation group but had experienced 'enlightenment' and had broken off from their group. He had a powerful presence about him and I learned some meditation techniques from him. The problem was I had already been doing another spiritual practise and at one point I decided his was not what I wanted, so I had actually quit going to him and doing his practise when this experience came to me.
I experienced a sense of myself that was separate from everything else and this freed me to not be threatened by anyone or anything. I had/have been prone to insecurity and fear through my life, so this was quite an experience and I found myself able to love others and have a very rich experience, and most significantly had more overall energy. One day after 3 months, it just broke up and left me back where I had been. During that time orgasms were a gas and I would just keep on truckin after them.
I experienced a sense of myself that was separate from everything else and this freed me to not be threatened by anyone or anything. I had/have been prone to insecurity and fear through my life, so this was quite an experience and I found myself able to love others and have a very rich experience, and most significantly had more overall energy. One day after 3 months, it just broke up and left me back where I had been. During that time orgasms were a gas and I would just keep on truckin after them.
OK, I know it sounds weird, but its a long story and involved being involved with a 'guru' kind of guy that I somehow picked up on his energy and became conscious of myself as separate from everything, but only for 3 months, I don't know why only that long. It was very liberating and also depressing when it ended. I could elaborate but...well, if you really want to know, let me know and I can go into it.
Please elaborate....was he a sex guru....