[guest39538]

How does one deal with

Schizophrenia is a mental disorder characterized by abnormal social behavior and failure to understand reality. Common symptoms include false beliefs, unclear or confused thinking, hearing voices that others do not, reduced social engagement and emotional expression, and a lack of motivation.

I was fine, then for no apparent reason out of the blue I have started to have schizophreia. 

Paranoia that somebody wants to hurt me , can't sleep, anxiety, tension, stress, seeing things . 

This is not good, all my science I learnt has gone too, I can't think proper, it is as if I have all of a sudden become stupid and switched off.

 

I am being serious on this one peep's, any advice ?

[Bored chemist]

any advice ?

Consult a doctor (in the real world, not on line)

[guest39538]

any advice ?

Consult a doctor (in the real world, not on line)

Perhaps you are right, online is not the best place to get medical advice, I should go see a doctor in the real world.  I think it is online that is messing my head up , email spam, online idiot trolls, memes , I have encountered them all on different sites.  You tube videos twisting my mind etc, I could punch some of them ,  the internet is driving me nuts for sure.  I use to be so outgoing , now I am just an empty shell that needs professional help instead of amateur online doctors or people who pretend they know what they are talking about.  I feel like I have lost my magic powers 

I need to try and get some sleep , that does not help any ,  wheres my head at .....why am I drawn to symbols? Like the maths above the writing box.

™εδο‡Θκ∂‰≈≠

They sort of look magical, I think I am tripping out ....better go get some kip   

Why do I get sums pop up in my head that mean nothing ?

1 = =i

1 = = i

1 = = 0

Mass is individual particles , only entangled by proximity. Energy levels are  to the individual mass and not converged particles. 

[Bored chemist]

Consult a doctor

And do it soon.

[guest39538]

Consult a doctor

And do it soon.

My doctors is not good, you ca't make an appointment, you have to ring at 8 am in the morning and hope they will see you.  My doctor as been given me tablets and not seen me since I first went , you would think they would request see you for meds review.
I will be awake all night, I will ring the docs in the morning to see if he/she will see me. ironically though they just stopped giving me the tablets that helped me sleep. Amitrpylene I think it is spelt.

[The Spoon]

Why is this in the new theories section? Could the mods remove it?

[guest39538]

Why is this in the new theories section? Could the mods remove it?

So whats your diagnosis sigmund ? 

I think I might be bi-polar and I am slowly slipping into acute schitzo .  Starting to imagine things, that aren't there.   Bringing mental torture to myself and meming myself by myself.  I think the answer is overthinking , a cognitive stimulant  by something happening in my brain making my neurons fire at a faster rate, thus the interpreted signal recieved is getting overlapped my converging neurons confusing myself, which is the correct neuron to listen too.  Now an easy fix for this , would be to totally have absolute no care about anything in the world but myself .  I am hoping my instinct will kick in of my survivial mechanism , telling all other neurons occupying the thought path to shut down and be ignored.  Now forgive if something is misspelled I have no spell checker running    , but it is about time I stop worrying about how i type, one worry that I have had programmed into my intenet trolls takig the piss out of my spelling, so what stuf  them, you dont ee al the lettrs to evn read this.

[guest39538]

now i am going to rlax my brain and sto givn a toss what others think of me, that is wone of y problems in lufe, ot carign for myself, a downside to life that give your self empaphy away , leaving no empaphy left for oneself, ow I am typing fast and not caring, this is what you get from me wwhen i relax y mind andnot care anymore, i feel sad, empty, but i can still think so i have not completely deteriated ito nothing,.

[guest39538]

Iha ve to concentrate hard to type propelr, it deos not feel natural to me, wwhere typing wildly feels more natural, perhaps , i duna know, i lost the plot totally, sometimes the only thing that makes sense is nothing, perhaps in life

Why are videos ''speaking' to me , that can't is not noral i know, i fel manic tongiht , not good, A bit like this

It slike this vido is talking about me ,

[guest39538]

Feeling anxious and worried about going the doctors tomorrow, what if he says there is nothing wrong with me, go away you must be crazy 

Or what if he says I am crazy and calls for the white jacket men... 

What if he tells me I am ill but I then tell him he is wrong because I am ill. 

What if he gives me some pingu pills to take, I will be scared to take them.

Oh sh1t I am confused....

I can't end up like this

[Zer0]

I would love to smoke da sh1t ure smokin maan!

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[guest39538]

I would love to smoke da sh1t ure smokin maan!

🚬

Well actually, it is not good, the average grower does not flush a plant, it is not good to smoke nutrients that are left in the plant.  I also have a feeling that it is now being tampered with , in ways of additives such as monkey dust.  That would explain my paranoia , hullicinations and arm pits smelling like , well they stink badly .   
I have been poisioned, I didn't knnow, I am glad I ran out. 

Doctors soon, 8 am phone call , then after that sombody is in for a right mouthful off me. Not on here , in real life.

I have stomach cramps off the withdarwal of that one now, I ran out midnight'ish last night, I am so so glad.    First time in my life I have been happy to have none left. Normally I have no bad experience like this , this was a particaulr nasty tampered with one.

[guest39538]

10:10 am this morning, it took me 50 minutes to finally get through on the phone, but I am going to be brave and go.  It might sound daft and irrational , but I don't like going to the doctors unless I really have too.   

[smart]

Please make sure for your own safety not ever to consider taking abilify and just try to be yourself with your doctor.

Hope this helps bro... 

tk

[smart]

And don't worry bro, you will be fine... Your cyber friends got your back! 

tk

[guest39538]

And don't worry bro, you will be fine... Your cyber friends got your back! 

tk

Well I went the doctors and told him everything , the way I feel etc,  he put me amitriptyline back on repeat presription and gave me a leaflet.


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Now that is the reason I do not go the doctors, don't get me wrong the doctor was a nice chap, but a leaflet , really?

I think the UK doctors surgeries need psychologists in them, a doctor is not a  psychologist, there is no bloody point in going to see a doctor if your mind is not functioning.

Well going the doctors made me feel much better , NOT. 

Anyway I had no sleep, been awake forever now I swear, so laters all.

added - I had to add, one of the side effects of amitriptyline is confusion , LMAO   

My heads proper fryed, sorry for posting all my crap on your forum 

added - still don't feel like I want to sleep, perhaps I might not wake up,  here is a song for all those who have mental health problems.

[smart]

And don't worry bro, you will be fine... Your cyber friends got your back! 

tk

Well I went the doctors and told him everything , the way I feel etc,  he put me amitriptyline back on repeat presription and gave me a leaflet.


leaflet.jpg (72.08 kB . 960x576 - viewed 6413 times)

Now that is the reason I do not go the doctors, don't get me wrong the doctor was a nice chap, but a leaflet , really?

I think the UK doctors surgeries need psychologists in them, a doctor is not a  psychologist, there is no bloody point in going to see a doctor if your mind is not functioning.

Well going the doctors made me feel much better , NOT. 

Anyway I had no sleep, been awake forever now I swear, so laters all.

added - I had to add, one of the side effects of amitriptyline is confusion , LMAO   

My heads proper fryed, sorry for posting all my crap on your forum 

added - still don't feel like I want to sleep, perhaps I might not wake up,  here is a song for all those who have mental health problems.

It's all right bro. No worries... If nobody here want to help you get out of this I will personally look out for you.. I have been there before and trust me there's not a lot of pharmacological differences between an atypical antipsychotic like abilify and this sh1t. .

I respect you.

tk

[guest39538]

It's all right bro. No worries... If nobody here want to help you get out of this I will personally look out for you.. I have been there before and trust me there's not a lot of pharmacological differences between an atypical antipsychotic like abilify and this sh1t. .

I respect you.

tk

Thanks bro , big respect.

Still no sleep for me yet, I have decided to try and hang tough , stay awake until later so I can try reset my body clock. 

I find  pharmacology interesting, it seems quite improbable that any drug could affect neurons, so I assume drugs  affect receptors, playing the part of inhibitor or exhibitor of the bodies/brains chemical release. 
The chemical release decrease or increase somehow transmitting differential information to neurons, a command structure of how the neuron is interpreted in the brain. 

I am bit trippy of tiredness, so sorry if that doesn't make much sense.

[smart]

Thanks bro , big respect.

No worries. 

tk

[Le Repteux]

We all hear voices in our head, it's the way imagination works, but it seems that some of us lack the mechanism to dim them down. The only way to do so is to have something more important to do than just think about them. If we put a hand on the table, we feel the table for a while until the mind decides that the feeling in unimportant, then it dims it out completely. The problem with virtual feelings is that we can artificially dim them up at will, in such a way that it can take any importance we wish. Let your mind chose your thoughts or your feelings, don't try to control them, don't try to give them any sense, and they will probably stop bothering you after a while.